Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Just another quick update...

Hey everyone,

I'm so sorry for not updating this thing as regular as I should but i think most of you keep pretty up to date with my stuff on my Facebook?
I always feel like I should have a significant amount to write about when I post on this little blog and truth be told I don't consider myself the best writer/blogger..I tend to prefer to keep things quick and simple I guess..

A quick update on what's going on right now, for those of you who are not on facebook, all is going well in the little world of Kerosene Deluxe.
I've been shooting a lot and you can expect to see upcoming features and pictures of me in Rabid Magazine, Missy/Ink, Fishnet and Sinical, so keep your eyes peeled;)

I'll be traveling the US a lot more this summer (LA, Seattle and Portland to be precise) and am planning some exiting shoots with some of my favorite photographers.

For those of you who are local to Vancouver some exclusive fetish images of me will be on display and for sale on March 15th at the Darkness Meets Creativity (Mixed Media Art Display) at Guilt and Co, I'll be there aswell so if you get the chance please drop by, view some art and say hi!

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Friday, February 10, 2012

Some thoughts.

One that that has never ceased to bother me is when people sit around feeling sorry for themselves, especially when you have all the power to do something about it...It only takes 1 person and that person is YOU.
In my short 25 year lifespan I've dealt with abuse as a child and teenager (sexual, physical and emotional), a rather unstable upbringing and less then ideal situations for a child to be in. I've experienced heartache, I've laughed, I've cried, been lonely, bullied through-out school and was even homeless for a short while. I receive hateful weight related messages and emails on a regular base and had lived in 3 different countries before turning 22.

All these experiences have made me the person I am today. I am strong, confident and positive. I've never ever thought of myself as a victim of anything but as a survivor. I am not perfect but I am me, and that's perfectly okay. I work hard for everything I've got and don't let myself get affected by negativity. I choose not to surround myself by people who bring me down but by those who lift me up. Every day I put on my lipstick and I am ready to take on the world. My life was never 'glamorous' until I chose to make it so. Life has many loop holes and struggles, but it is within those struggles that you often find yourself. What you end up doing with it is up to you.

 But know that you deserve better....

Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Inked girl

Woke up this morning to find a pleasant surprise, I'm Inked Magazine's 'Inked girl of the day'!
Yippee!!!!!! Ofcourse this could not go without controversy/size/fat debate on their Facebook page..;)

A big thank you to the haters, the anger my modeling causes you only sparks more fire and determination in me:) I never quite understand why another person's body size is such a big deal to people anyway...